2:00 in the morning, can't sleep. Heart pounds against chest, an anxious and jittery throttle. I don't feel the blood gets pumped through that easily. I'm kinda dizzy and I wonder will it stop. I don't know who to turn to now. I look to you my friend. You were once there for me. are you now? Am I fucked up misplaced my head in the dusk of night no longer do I have sight to see me... Thrown my heart to the gutter for any fool to trample on if I'm lucky the wolves will eat it first.

2:00 in the morning, can't sleep Tears threaten to break loose. Not again, please not again. How can one person cause so much pain? How can my chest sink in towards my back as my heart gets squeezed the blood and life of it diminishing? Trapped, no more breath. It isn't healthy, this state of being isn't healthy. A little bit manic one has to stay precariously balanced slowly stepping across the balance beam of their life What do you do when without warning you are hit with a blow and before you know it another and another and another and another... How do you make it stop? How do you remain balanced? Did I fuck up? I don't know. I'm confused and I don't know what to do. I am weak, too many beatings and I forgot how to stand. Tripped up down the rabbit hole. Falling down a spiral where it will end up no one knows. I saw a rock opera tonight. Thought of you. Life was good

this morning now: 2:00 in the morning and I can't sleep I can't escape my head. The thoughts swarm like angry bees through my mind, Making me blind, they are Making me blind. You're doing well I hope. You know I wish you the best and hope for you all the stars in the sky. I know you can fly, you've got magic in your eyes. As for me right now I'm stuck. How did I end up here? My heart beats fast against my chest and I'm loosing my breath. I love you. I want you to know that. Even if at times we're as mad as hatters. The ups and downs of this twisted game of life. Create the passion in our minds. Thanks for listening. I know you're busy. Sleep tight. And don't let the bed bugs bite.